Love All

i took it sitting down
until i couldn't stand it
so i gave back
as much as you had taken
then you lost me
and so did i

Arid

Your empty arid heart

Will wither and crumble

Along with what dust

Is left of your soul

No breath of heaven

Will consent to waft

Over your callous configuration

What may seem to you

As a spark of life

Will be hell’s embers

Turning you into a charred carcass

So you may spawn no likeness

From Hades

No Other

it was you it has always been you it still is and always will be, you.

mh317

One breath
One missile
And one is no more
Rather reminds us
Of life’s fragility
Doesn’t it?
Come
Lets make du'a
Lets love
Lets forgive

Homecoming

come home my children
issues of my state
spawn of my earth
return to my belly
and let my cloak
of stripes red and white
of crescent moon
and a star to unite
keep you safe henceforth
and comfort your kin
so tears may flow more decidedly
with purpose
with more dignity
on markers of stone
or clay
or marble
whatever form means may allow
and then together
we pray

FOREVER AGO

I have loved you for six billion years
Before the sun ever shone
Before starfish
Before stone
You
just don’t know

I love you still, now through my tears

After trying to forget

After the pain

After regret

You

won’t ever know

my all

i love you with 
everything that i am
i cannot be more
and by that same token
i will never love you any less

PASTI

kau pastinya
yang terakhir
bagiku
kerana tanpa mu
aku pasti
kan berakhir

March 30, 2011 at 5:53pm

What Happened

did you get careless
or did i get smarter
did you lose me
or did i just walk away
did you abuse me
or did i just love you
too
too
much.

Navy oso want to say something..

why is the Navy jerking around with Malaysians' hopes? really? five days later you wanna theorise that MAYBE the aircraft turned around? and WHAT? it turned around to do WHAT?
now THIS is the kind of hypothesis you want to withhold, mull over, study, realise somehow, investigate and God willing, pleasantly surprise the grieving country with, when they locate MH370 on some deserted island that managed to provide sustenance for 239 people for about two or three weeks..

Not You

eenie, 
meenie, 
miney, 
mo.
see,
you are not a choice.

Go, You

i pray, 
insyallah,
that the pain dies before i do.
in which case, 
it would mean,
that i have defeated you.

What Did I Do?

Disbelief
Grief
Pain I have known before
But so much more

Truth waylaid
Faith betrayed
A heart once full now drained
Purity blood-stained

Why

GLC learns painful lesson dished out by arrogant Edelman

padan muka. and kalau ada mana mana corporate body - in particular glcs - yang masih nak guna edelman (dan agensi agensi sewaktu dengan nya, dengan alasan local firms tak cukup terer), just pray the darn foreigners come down from their high horses and pay a little more attention to their respective malaysian arms.
di sini edelman dah lama merosot and it all comes down to arrogance. sombong sangat and tamak sangat. satu paper clip pon nak charge berganda ganda. 
rocky dah lama belasah edelman yang sombong and tak prihatin for trying to 'frame' local media as being tak cukup transparent dengan public at large. lepas rockybru posting tu - was it a year ago? - ada la segelinitr GLCs yang tersedar dan memansuhkan kontrak dengan edelman.
kok iya pon malas and tamak, at least jagala sikit when you are handling something like PEMANDU. jangan la sombong and endah tak endah je bagi budak mentah selaras twitter account, of all tasks.
dua dua patut kena pancung.
edelman the company memang wajar disingkir. sipolan kat PEMANDU yang appoint edelman also must go sebab tak cukup tegas to command 101% attention and devotion for the amount of money paid. you are PEMANDU babe. so DRIVE!!
pikir. twitter ni satu dunia boleh baca, and is perceived as THE heart, mind and voice of tuan punya account.
macam cheque-book la. you leave blank signed cheques in the hands of a junior staff ke? yang kerjanya is only to write the cheques out je?
perhaps i am assuming that orang tu budak lagi. but with basis. sebab in a PR firm like daniel j edelman (what they were called when i was a rookie writer being  ignored by big foreign firms - hahahah - berdendam jugak si wahti ni!) kalau pegawai atasan tak prihatin or paham apa makna FORMER, mak oi, pukol je kot.
so, nak kata apa? a senior management personnel was in charge? yang tak pandai? or tak careful? tapi edelman charge clients mahal sesangat. if they have monkeys working for them, maknanya, they are paying peanuts. tapi harga yang dikenakan macam harga musang king.
meh sini PEMANDU atau ticket collector. hire me..
hahahahhahahahahahaha.