Death by Heart

Hearts don’t break, they don’t

They just quiver

And shake

And palpitate

And stop completely

Accordingly

In tune

With the actions

And reactions

Of

The object

Of their desire

But yes they do

Stop

Completely

EARTH CALLING..

 

And if there is any doubt

In your mind

as to

Whether I do

or do not

Why don’t you

Just will it

And let my soul

Transmit

FALSE ALARM - EARLY DEC 2011

I don't want to let 2011 slide by without a third posting. Yet, 25 days before the year expires I am at an ebb. Emotionally for the most part, and physically as well.
Ebbs are not good for blog postings.
Its not like I am writing a corporate story on Bank Simpanan Nasional or thereabouts, where background information is supplied and an interview is conducted.
Posting comes from heart and mind - neither of which I am connected to presently.
Of late, I have had to play catch-up with a daily schedule that seems to programme itself without consultation.
Think about it - MY own schedule has dropped ME.
Little wonder that the three-year love of my life did, also, two weeks and counting ago.
I am just dying.
Slowly reaching my end.
I think I see that fabled bright light-
hang on, the phone is ringing.
"hello? hey, hi. uh huh, yeah, i've missed you too.."

logout

CONTRADICTION

Head heart and lips

Are disunited

What I know to be wrong

Seems justified

What I feel is right

Proves itself false

My words are untrue

You are certain

I am yours

I am torn

Polarized

I am not

What you want to believe

Yet I am convinced

You are mine